Monday, January 23, 2012

The Decision was Made.....

So we decided that we are going to stay. The main reason was the kids are setteled in school, getting help in special class. Helping them both with there speach and socialization skills. I know that if we leave they wont get as much help as they are now. The school they are in now is hard and challenging. Again im glad they are there but the downside is some of the parents....so fake. Today for example its a light rain and where i was parked I knew ebony wouldnt see me, I asked one of the moms if she could let ebony know where i was cuz i was behind a fence and the mother said uh hu, then she see's her child and leaves. Now im not mad that she left, im mad cuz if she didnt want to she should have said sorry we have to leave right away...i totally would have understood and would have just waited (like i did).
They think they are so much better up here, little do they know my family has more class then they will ever have. Its sad that they look down on people that live in low income housing. They pitty and make projects out of you, and to top it off they try and make you feel like part of the group but in the end talk about you behind your back. Looking forward to when we get to move out of cali and go to wa! Yes i know there is dramma everywhere you go. No im not running away from the problems, but it would be good to get back home, be near people that i know...or knew lol havent seen anyone from wa in 9years!!
Looking forward tho to this next year hoping ebony wont get held back but its a great possibility. She has dyslexia just like her momma if not worse and she is dealing with it just like i did...poor girl i feel bad for her. It was past from my birth mother to me and now to ebony and possibly kai. Sigh the joys of knowing that you have a learning disability and that it will be passed to at least one of your children.

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