Its amazing to me how family can just be so cruel to you. At this particular moment im not talking about myself tho i will get to that LOL. You would think that you would get along with at least some of your family in-laws or not. I think its just so sad that people judge you before getting to know you, or even wanting to get to know you. You could be the most awesome person in the world but cuz they have a grudge against your family they automatically assume your dirt. Sigh, its just sad.
I think family should be close because you never know what can happen. In the past 2 years so much has happend in my life that i thought my family would have gotten closer. Frankly im on the fence with my sister, and my in-laws, well im cool with my FIL, but my BIL is just dumb as dirt. And yes iv taken the past 5 years to try and connect with him and frankly hes just dumb! No matter how hard we as a family (including FIL) to help him understand he needs a good job he still looks for little seasonal jobs. Gets mad if someone tells him to mow the lawn...im sorry sir but your home 97% of the time, just got a job that doesnt start till the weekend, and sit in the house watching tv, and playin on the computer all day...just sayin 30 min out of the week isnt going to kill you to mow the lawn.
I feel that my family (husband and children) are so blessed to have raiden in our lives. What bothers me is that because hes doing well im sure that some (the other BIL) feel like we have it easy and are making it seem like he has a disability and he doesnt. If only they understood how hard it is to make sure he doesnt get sick, having to watch his every move at night (well i do that lol paraniod mom). I try hard not to treat him like something is wrong with him, let him play with his older brother and sister. But i have my moments where i find my self jumping (as fast as one 3 weeks or less in a current pregnancy) up to try and stop him from climbing over or off of something. He is learning so fast im so proud of him and he scares me every day for how adventurous he is.
So thats my rant for the day LOL Im still waiting for baby Wyatt to make his apperance. Hoping that after my dr appointment tomorrow he will be here this weekend...then again i have Raiden's cake to pic up on saturday and his party on sunday! So we shall see what happens :)
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