Its amazing to me how family can just be so cruel to you. At this particular moment im not talking about myself tho i will get to that LOL. You would think that you would get along with at least some of your family in-laws or not. I think its just so sad that people judge you before getting to know you, or even wanting to get to know you. You could be the most awesome person in the world but cuz they have a grudge against your family they automatically assume your dirt. Sigh, its just sad.
I think family should be close because you never know what can happen. In the past 2 years so much has happend in my life that i thought my family would have gotten closer. Frankly im on the fence with my sister, and my in-laws, well im cool with my FIL, but my BIL is just dumb as dirt. And yes iv taken the past 5 years to try and connect with him and frankly hes just dumb! No matter how hard we as a family (including FIL) to help him understand he needs a good job he still looks for little seasonal jobs. Gets mad if someone tells him to mow the lawn...im sorry sir but your home 97% of the time, just got a job that doesnt start till the weekend, and sit in the house watching tv, and playin on the computer all day...just sayin 30 min out of the week isnt going to kill you to mow the lawn.
I feel that my family (husband and children) are so blessed to have raiden in our lives. What bothers me is that because hes doing well im sure that some (the other BIL) feel like we have it easy and are making it seem like he has a disability and he doesnt. If only they understood how hard it is to make sure he doesnt get sick, having to watch his every move at night (well i do that lol paraniod mom). I try hard not to treat him like something is wrong with him, let him play with his older brother and sister. But i have my moments where i find my self jumping (as fast as one 3 weeks or less in a current pregnancy) up to try and stop him from climbing over or off of something. He is learning so fast im so proud of him and he scares me every day for how adventurous he is.
So thats my rant for the day LOL Im still waiting for baby Wyatt to make his apperance. Hoping that after my dr appointment tomorrow he will be here this weekend...then again i have Raiden's cake to pic up on saturday and his party on sunday! So we shall see what happens :)
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Stress
How stressed can i be right now?
~rent late/threats of eviction
~gas&electric bill thats massively expensive
~getting kids new school clothes cuz they are growing so dang fast/needing winter clothes
~remembering (which iv yet to forget) to give ray his meds on time
~getting all the baby clothes washed/sorted/& put away before wyatt gets here
~making my hospital bag, ebony&kais over night bags, raidens overnight bag w/med instructions
And all the while making sure the kids are doing their homework, getting their baths feeding them on time, making sure that there is enough space in my room for me, wyatt, raiden, and mark. Im about to loose my mind!
On a good note tho, I ordered Raidens B-Day cake yesterday. Im sooo happy that he has been with us for a year! Only setbacks have been 1 cold, 1 bacterial virus he got at the hospital. Seriously how iv been able to keep this kids sick free is beyond me! He does have pollen allergies but that doesnt surprise me and within the last 4 months he has gotten 8teeth in! So any fussiness or runny noses have been due to that. He is such a strong boy! OH so his cake : D Its going to be a marbled john deer cake with a custard filling....just thinking about it is making me hungry LOL The company that is doing it is sooo generous! Cant wait to get pics of it and post about it!
Nothing real new has happened over the past few days. Our apartments wont work with us over our rent being late. We have 90% of it but due to paying off the rest of our security deposit it made us short... and they wont wait just 5 days till marks pay day. For someone who is weeks away from her due date, its stressing me out just a little. Fortunately that situation has been delt with and taken care of. So I dont need to stress about that.
Now to get Raiden's medicine list together, how much he takes ect., and make him a overnight bag. Same with ebbs and kai, minus the medicine list. need to get their clothes and some school stuff together for when they have to spend the night at my friends house...oh yes im not counting on my sis she is on her "honeymoon"...must be nice being able to go on a honeymoon not caring about anything right now. Mark and I have yet to have our own honeymoon and we have been married for a year..yes we have kids but WTH?? That sisterly rant has been brought to us by a hormonal mother who is pissed that her only way for her kids to be at school while birthing their brother is out of the country for another week :)
~rent late/threats of eviction
~gas&electric bill thats massively expensive
~getting kids new school clothes cuz they are growing so dang fast/needing winter clothes
~remembering (which iv yet to forget) to give ray his meds on time
~getting all the baby clothes washed/sorted/& put away before wyatt gets here
~making my hospital bag, ebony&kais over night bags, raidens overnight bag w/med instructions
And all the while making sure the kids are doing their homework, getting their baths feeding them on time, making sure that there is enough space in my room for me, wyatt, raiden, and mark. Im about to loose my mind!
On a good note tho, I ordered Raidens B-Day cake yesterday. Im sooo happy that he has been with us for a year! Only setbacks have been 1 cold, 1 bacterial virus he got at the hospital. Seriously how iv been able to keep this kids sick free is beyond me! He does have pollen allergies but that doesnt surprise me and within the last 4 months he has gotten 8teeth in! So any fussiness or runny noses have been due to that. He is such a strong boy! OH so his cake : D Its going to be a marbled john deer cake with a custard filling....just thinking about it is making me hungry LOL The company that is doing it is sooo generous! Cant wait to get pics of it and post about it!
Nothing real new has happened over the past few days. Our apartments wont work with us over our rent being late. We have 90% of it but due to paying off the rest of our security deposit it made us short... and they wont wait just 5 days till marks pay day. For someone who is weeks away from her due date, its stressing me out just a little. Fortunately that situation has been delt with and taken care of. So I dont need to stress about that.
Now to get Raiden's medicine list together, how much he takes ect., and make him a overnight bag. Same with ebbs and kai, minus the medicine list. need to get their clothes and some school stuff together for when they have to spend the night at my friends house...oh yes im not counting on my sis she is on her "honeymoon"...must be nice being able to go on a honeymoon not caring about anything right now. Mark and I have yet to have our own honeymoon and we have been married for a year..yes we have kids but WTH?? That sisterly rant has been brought to us by a hormonal mother who is pissed that her only way for her kids to be at school while birthing their brother is out of the country for another week :)
Thursday, October 6, 2011
8 teeth?!?!?!
Oh raiden!! For the past month iv been so worried about you, a cold that wouldnt go away. Well NOW i know why i couldng figure out why you werent getting better....back to back teeth cutting in!! His second upper tooth about two weeks ago and i guess for the past week his third and forth upper teeth (one on each side) are coming threw..one is all the way the other is just cutting threw the gum! Iv forgotten how fast babies grow! I mean kai is 5, its been a while since iv had a itsy bitsy in my house! lol
But due the those lovely cold like syemptoms he gets from his teeth hes extra flimy and just cant get that crap out. Poor boy, doesnt help that hes just about done with formula and on regular milk...had me running to the bathroom last night cuz he coughed so hard (gettin the mucus out) that he threw up his bottle. Thank goodness mark was home cuz i just couldnt handle it. Hope wyatt gets here soon so my tummy can handle all the nasty again! lol Im to damn sensitive right now. But other than that he is doing so awesome! He LOVES scrambled eggs and bread. Its actually his food of choice right now.. but today im going to get some yams and other foods to hopefully get him to like as well.
We have a costco card and oh my its a life saver for us....i tried to get into the cuponing thing, and well it just isnt for us. I mean we dont use half the stuff that we recieve cupons for. But costco oh my word, its a paradise LOL looking forward to tax season cuz we are going to get a new fridge for the apartment...been havin issues with the one thats in here. So much food there, and i mean i can get more than one craving taken care of and still have food for later! Its awesome!
But due the those lovely cold like syemptoms he gets from his teeth hes extra flimy and just cant get that crap out. Poor boy, doesnt help that hes just about done with formula and on regular milk...had me running to the bathroom last night cuz he coughed so hard (gettin the mucus out) that he threw up his bottle. Thank goodness mark was home cuz i just couldnt handle it. Hope wyatt gets here soon so my tummy can handle all the nasty again! lol Im to damn sensitive right now. But other than that he is doing so awesome! He LOVES scrambled eggs and bread. Its actually his food of choice right now.. but today im going to get some yams and other foods to hopefully get him to like as well.
We have a costco card and oh my its a life saver for us....i tried to get into the cuponing thing, and well it just isnt for us. I mean we dont use half the stuff that we recieve cupons for. But costco oh my word, its a paradise LOL looking forward to tax season cuz we are going to get a new fridge for the apartment...been havin issues with the one thats in here. So much food there, and i mean i can get more than one craving taken care of and still have food for later! Its awesome!
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