I cant believe that 9months ago i was told that my son may not survive life. That my precious baby boy has less than 50/50 chances at life. And yet here we are 9 months later and 2 open heart surgeries later and here sleeping next to me is my raiden!! I am so thankful for all that god has given me, so happy that i was given such a wonderful gift. Thanks to raiden my life has been put back into perspective, things that i thought were important, arent anymore. Making sure that my kids get the best out of life and live their lives as happy as i can make them is all that matters to me now. I need to do better and letting them know about Jehovah God, letting them know that its threw him that all is possible, like their little brother still being here with us today.
Sitting here now just typing that makes me want to cry because sometimes i dont feel worthy of such a great responsibility :) but i know that ray, ebony, kai, and even wyatt were given to me for a reason. Im sooo thankfull for that. They are the reason i live and breath.
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