Stressed out momma

Man I have been busy! Where do i start? Raiden's medicine Delima.... June 28th I called in and ordered rays blood pressure medicine. He had 5 days left on it so I thought I was safe next day airing it. Boy was I WRONG. July 1st I called checking on the status, the recording said that the rx had expired and they were waiting to hear from the dr. "ok, call the cardi" I thought, this is no biggie. Again I was WRONG. They did send his meds out, but to the pharmacy down the street, not the specialty pharmacy that it needed to be sent to. It is now the 3rd of July and finally I get word that his meds are being processed. I'm stressing by this point cuz he just finished his bottle of meds. The 4th comes and goes and is now the 5th, 7whole days later! I call the pharmacy again trying to see if the meds were shopped. "the prescription on file is expired. Please call your dr to have it updated." WTH!?! I did that on Tuesday! It was confirmed to be there. Again I call the dr and the pharmacy. Again I'm told it processing. IT'S NOW FRIDAY!! I still don't have his meds and iv gotten two phone calls about his other medicines that I have plenty of. I'm bawling my eyes out by this point, I'm on the phone crying to the cardi office, I'm crying and bitching out the pharmacy. Saturday morning at 8:30am his medicine is finally dropped off. At 9:04am I get a phone call from the pharmacy saying his rx was on hold due to an expired prescription....what the world they just dropped it off?! That was just one week. I missed the district convention due to no money for gas. Haven't left my house but to go to target to get ray his milk.....I'm going out of my mind. Lst wednesday ray and Wyatt had a appointment with their cardi. Unbenost to us, there were o2 sensors put in the apartment. (6 months ago I asked about the, putting them in and I was told it was my responsibility.mi went out and bought a good one from Costco. See where I'm going here??!) Tuesday I decided to re arrange the apartment, well more like starting the demo process, the house was a mess Wednesday. Had I known that management was going to come in I would have just cleaned up so they could come in and be gone,mthen start rearranging things. Well I didn't know and they came into my filthy house...yes I said filthy I tore my place up. Making piles of clothes for give away donation and laundry. Friday I see we have a notice on our door, it stated due to the excessive clutter In our apartment they couldn't do their inspection. Wait what inspection!??! There WAS NO NOTICE INFORMING US ABOUT A INSPECTION. Now these people think I'm filthy and can't take care of my kids. Yes, my house was messy when they got there. No they didn't tell me they were coming and I made it worse! FYI my house is imaculate now. Not because management is coming in today, but because that was my plan the whole time! You can't renovate a house with out the demo process, I had to pull old clothes, toys, and furniture out to throw away. I re organized every bedroom, closet and dresser drawer. I did ALL THIS ALONE WITH 4 KIDS IN THE HOUSE 2 ARE UNDER THE AGE OF TWO WHOM DEMAND MY ATTENTION. I'm tiered of people thinking I'm lazy, I'm tiered of people thinking my life is easy. I put on a happy face, but I'm stressful mess on the inside. If it wasn't for mark and the handful of friends that I have I may have lost it a long long time ago. As of today I'm good tho. My house is clean, grocery shopping tonight with my honey and kids. A camping trip is planned for next week and by George I can't wait to go! I may complain about how tiered I am or how stressed out I am, but I WOULD NEVER TRADE IT. I LOVE being a heart mom, I LOVE being a MOM!