April 28th

Oh man i finally got on here! For 4 days i couldnt connect, but iv finally gotten on. Boy its been a while! A lot has been going on...part of the reason i havent gotten on is my morning sickness has been horrible! Iv lost 10lbs from one dr appointment to the i just had this past monday. The nurse was concerned but my dr knew that my morning sickness was horrendous and wasnt concerned at all. That and im a lil extra fluffy so i had some weight to spare LOL.
But that has past, my allergies to this dag apartment have calmed down as well. Mark bought me a air purifier so that my breathing could get better. And i has helped a lot! Yesterday i had to move the living room around due to us finally getting cable again...well dish network but still cable in my eyes they hooked it up threw the cable line so we dont have a ugly dish on our patio or worried about them not being able to hook it up to the apartment building.
Im totaly looking forward to our new life here! We are going to be here for at least 4 years soo im workin hard on getting things unpacked right now so i can start decorating LOL Ebony has her own room, kai has his own room (he will be sharing it with raiden once ray starts sleeping all night lol). And we have an extra room thats a guest/computer room! I think this is sooo awesome! Now if only i could sleep in my room without having dreams about the bed... its weird but because of that i dont sleep back there hahaha
Ok lets see what else... ebbs and kai went to my moms for spring break, and they loved that. Oh and they finally after almost a year got to see their biological father. It was for 2 days and surprise surprise he didnt call them before he left. I swear i need all rights to these kids cuz he is a waste of my time, kai didnt even remember him (happens when someone doesnt call on a weekly basis to say hi)..ok no venting about him lol Hate talking about him.
Next week is raidens dr app...hoping that it goes well and we can finally schedule his heart cath...putting it off for 2 months has really gotten me nervous!!!! So now instead of his surgery being like this month it will be another month out probly and i hope that i wont stress to hard seein how by then i will be 16-20weeks... oy LOL
Im glad ebony is almost out of school..its costing us almost 100$ to fill up the van and i have to fill it up 2x a week from driving ebony to school everyday, getting raidens meds from downtown, and regular errands..oh and my dr apps. Sigh may 27th cant come soon enough!!

Is it a girl or a boy??

So i know all this is totaly just for fun cuz know one will know for sure unless they get a ultrasound if they are having a girl or a boy. But for the fun of it i tried 2 diffrent test to see if i am having a girl or a boy. The first test i did was taking a small chain (necklas) and taking it making sure its completely still and putting it over my palm...if it goes in a cirucal its a girl, back an forth its a boy... well it did both for me..WTH!! The other test i did was a tablespoon of baking soda in a baggie and pouring some uring in it...yes it sounds gross but seriously iv heard of worse things going in a baggie!! Now if there is bubbling (fizzile) its a boy, if nothing happens its a girl....it bubbled for me. So basicly im either having a boy, or im having twins.. again i ask WTH!?!?!  Im 10 weeks i have a ultrasound i believe next week or in 2, so im sure i will see my lil bean and we will know soon enough... Tho im saying a quick prayer that its not twins!! lol

10 days have passed

I feel a little better, but my morning sickness is still strong. At least once a day i run to the bathroom. But it has gotten a tad better, tho my cold i caught made it raise its ugly head once again.

I had raidens dr app, and once again his heart cath was put off another month it looks like. Im glad that he is doing to well, we havent had to take him back to the hospital other than regular cardi visits. They are especially surprised and soo proud of him about that. But it helps that i only take him out the house when need be. Grocery shopping, taking him to his dr apps, and ebony to school. So it looks like may is when we schedule his cath. Cant believe on the 25th of this month he is going to be 6 months old!  He is growing sooo fast, it seemed like just yesterday that i had him and everything had changed. I look at him and ask why hes so cute and he just smiles at me. Tho on the inside i know he is laughing at me cuz he doesnt sleep at night like he knows he should LOL.

Yesterday i turned 10 weeks. And in this 10 weeks iv lost 14 lbs :( now normally i would be extactic about the loss but thats a lot of weight for bein prego. . . right?? Sure im over weight (thank god i hold it well) but the morning sickness really is making it hard to eat! I just ate a waffel (blue berry) and i feel iffy... sigh .. i just want to feel better i cant even unpack the house cuz of the light headedness, sleepyness (especially when im not sleeping during the night nor day). Its just a lot right now.

I hope there is a light at the end of the tunnel. OOOHh im going to try this test that is "saposed" to predict weather or not your having a girl or a boy...i will let you know how it goes :)    lol

April Fools!!

April Fools on me! Thought maybe i would feel better from my morning sickness, well as i call it all day sickness. But to no avail, i am still sick as a dog and have to pack. I keep gettin in trouble with mark about not doing anything, but its hard to get the motivation when all i want to do is throw up the water that i just drank, let alone food. It has been a good 2 weeks since i last had a "good" meal. In 3 weeks iv lost 10lbs. And whats horrible is that i can feel the weight loss. Thats how i knew something was wrong.
I spoke to the dr and he perscribed me zofran, but that really didnt help. Yes it took the edge off but no matter what i was still extreamly neasuous. I wouldnt complain so much if it was just me, but cuz i have the kids its hard to do everyday stuff.
What makes the sickness worth it is knowing the baby is ok. Seeing raiden smile and try and talk to me, watching ebony and kai play with their brother. But still the morning sickness needs to stop. It would be awesome if we had tons of people we knew to help us move, but so far its just my friend, my sis, and my bro in law helping...and of the 3 only the bro in law is helping move stuff. My friend and sis are helping in a much bigger way...they are watching the kids for us!
Sigh, all i need right now is to be told that im in fact having twins...even tho i saw the ultra-sound and there is only one baby!! lol